CurHat : Nak Jadi Apa Sebenarnya?

Bismillah.

Assalamualaikum & Hai semua.

Semakin menjelang hujung tahun, makin malas dan makin stress pula jadinya. Uban di kepala pun dah menjadi-jadi naiknya. Jangan nanti Maryam & Mizwar keliru antara Ibu diorang dengan nenek kebayan sudah!

I am thinking of quitting from my current job. But I still do not know what will I do or what shall I focus on after resign. Plus, our tabung kecemasan still not enough to cover our expenses at least for 3-6 months. Do I look like a financial advisor here? Hihihi.

Being a Work At Home Mother (WAHM) is always my dream but what kind of work that I can do from home? Lipat surat atau lipat kain? Masak memasak I can not. I can only cook for my own stomach, even my husband sometimes does not like my cooking. Pity me. However, I still need to polish my cooking skills since my kids are growing up every single day. Tak kan hari-hari nak hadap lauk mak mertua atau lauk kedai, kan kan kan. And I still believe in Malay proverb, 'masakan Ibu adalah masakan yang paling sedap di seantero dunia'. Wahhhh. Kagum, tak?

Eh, sebenarnya tadi rasa down sangat. Ni dah rasa chill sikit bila baca balik apa yang I taip. #mudahterhibur #anganbiarjadikenyataan

I always wanted to be everyone. When I am alone for example in the toilet (of course alone!) or in the car off to work, I tell (ke told) myself, who am I in 5 years time? And two weeks before I turn 31 I guess I am still questioning it. I want to be carpenter, also graphic designer, and businesswoman or maybe marketing manager but wait, how about be a Social Media Influencer? Cool juga, kan?

Eh, muka tak lawa, ada hati nak jadi SMI. Hihihi. Gelakkan diri sendiri.

Okay la. Sambung nanti. Nak balik dah.

Oh ye. Bagi yang tak tahu, CurHat tu singkatan untuk Curahan Hati. Aku pun baru tahu. :P

XOXO,

sheayang